I've come to the conclusion that I'm too nice of a person. Besides the fact that I let people walk all over me, I'm a sucker for donating money. I'm in the process of fighting myself over whether or not to donate money to the kickstarter of one of my favorite bands. This is ridiculous. I know I don't need to spend the money..... I want to spend it though. This is so hard for me. I love music. Not many people understand how much I do. But I know I need to keep this money. I can feel myself losing the battle though. I'm going to give that money to this wonderful band (sparks the rescue). Darn it.....
Other than not having any money, I have a job interview at k-mart wednesday. I'm praying I get the job. Not only do I want it, but I need it due to the fact that my father and his "whatever" aren't very giving anymore even though I was told he was paying for my apartment and stuff. I'm down to almost NO money, but they don't care. So, I guess I'm definitely in need of this job due to the fact I don't matter anymore. What does my dad need me for? He's got a "real" family now.
Anyway, things are going pretty good despite the fact about my dad. But i'm pushing it aside. All i really want to do is cry, but I refuse to do that. I can take care of myself and if he wants her to be his only priority now, then okay awesome! :)
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