I thought some things were so sure in my life. I thought that they would never change and I had accepted them. Surprisingly, they definitely changed. My life is still relatively calm. I can assure you that. I am over my past and I am moving on and doing my own thing in life. I will never let myself get so focused on a guy again because it just hurts me. I am focusing only on myself and my family and friends.
It still shocks me that this changed so dramatically. I want it to go back to the way it was. You don't realize how many times I convinced myself that I didn't want this and I don't. But there's that small part of me that still does I guess. It's time I let go and I have. Or so I thought. I'm not going to let this affect me though. I can't. I've worked so hard to get to where I am now and I did it all by myself.
I'm not going to let this stop my progress and I'm going to just let things play out. No expectations, no running away.
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