It's been a while since I've written anything on here. Since my last post, things have changed dramatically. A certain important person in my life has shown up again. This time for good. People have been telling me to stay away from him. Honestly, I'm not in the mood to hear it anymore. He's an amazing person and you can say what you want, but I won't care. He's really important to me so get over it. He's the best for ME. For the past year, he's been number one. No, I never did anything about that. No, i'm not going to now. I'm leaving things alone and enjoying this friendship.
You want to know how I know this is such a good thing? It's simple. He WANTS me around. He wants to be near me and he wants to talk to me. That should count for something. It's like we have the inability to stay away from each other. I keep thinking, "is this what our friendship would have been like the whole time?" I have no idea, but I like it. I like it alot. No, I love it. It might seem like things are happening way too fast, but nothing's really happening at all. We're friends, nothing more. I just know that I lost precious time with him before now and I don't want that again. I just need him to stay right here.
People can talk all they want. I honestly don't care anymore. I'm going to do what makes me happy. This is what makes me happy. I wrote it off as ever being anything than what it was. Now look. Things have so drastically changed and I think it's really for the best. So leave me alone. Got it? :)
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