My life is changing in an amazing way. I have wonderful friends and possibly even more than just a friend. Yet, I have a few people telling me stay away from the one person who is helping me most right now. They tell me that I could "do better". They're so silly. Don't they see that he's wonderful just the way he is? That I don't want some perfect guy who would look down on me for things beyond my control? I'm so happy and I wish people would just accept that and move on.
I understand that it seems crazy to most. You wonder how I could fall for someone that is so different than me. Maybe it's because those differences really don't matter to me at all. It's the things we have in common that make it all worth it. It's the way we help each other. It's the fact that we care. You probably don't understand it and that's okay. I'm totally fine with that because I don't need your approval to be happy. I don't need your approval to be happy with him either. I can do what I want.
I know that I'm young and I'm still learning things about myself. But I know what feels right. I know what makes me happy. Shouldn't that be enough for you? I'm doing everything people wanted me to do. I'm going to college. I'm going to graduate and work and make my family proud. Isn't the enough? I'm doing this whole college thing for them. This is their dream. Now, I'm doing it partly for myself because I want a good life.
Changes are happening and I'm accepting them with open arms. I don't need opinions that are just stupid because you're judgmental. So, maybe you should think before you speak.
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