Today has turned out to be the day that I realize I must be completely stupid. Why? Because I let myself fall for a guy who obviously just wants to be my friend even though he told me otherwise. I thought he liked me. He acts like he likes me. He's given my stupid little nicknames and he's told me that he loves me. He cuddles with me and holds my hand. He told me he wanted to kiss me. So.... WHAT IS THIS?
He tells me it's his job to take care of me and whatever else. But right now, I feel like neither one of us have an idea of what's going on. I feel like a complete idiot because I'd do anything for him. I mean anything. I love him completely. I feel like he's the right person, but then I get so confused by how he acts. Does he like me or not? Does he want me or not?
All I wanna do is cry because I wanted this so much and it feels like I'm just gonna end up with my heart broken again. I don't deserve that. I guess that doesn't matter though.
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