Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Honestly, I'm done.

This is a rant of a bunch of different things. So have fun reading it.

 I have to have things paid and confirmed for Tech on August 14th. I have yet to be able to fill out my financial aid. Why? Well the person who has the tax information has failed to file yet and that's put me in a bad spot. I'm to the point where I really don't care anymore. I might just have to go get a loan by myself which will really suck because I don't know how to afford to pay $3500 to tech and pay rent/bills. I know I'm 20 years old but I can't do everything on my own yet.

I'm so stressed out about it. I do not want to have to drop out of college. At all. I also don't want to be stuck in this stupid little town any longer. Cookeville was my escape. I cannot come back here. I'll never get out.

I gotta start over because I am not where I wanted to be at this time in my life. At the beginning of this year, things were starting to be amazing and I messed that all up. I need it to go back to how it was. Or something even better.

I just hate the way things are right now. I'm just going thru the motions and trying to pretend things are okay. They are not okay. This is just ridiculous. Maybe I need therapy. Who knows?

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