Things have been..... crazy. I haven't had much time to write since I've been working all the time. I've been constantly thinking about the same things over and over....
Losing Pa was one of the worst things ever. While I'm super excited he's not hurting anymore, I miss him more and more everyday. He did so much for us and it's so hard on Gramma. It breaks my heart. It's also motivated me to be as successful as possible. He was such a great influence.
College.... I still haven't been able to fill out my fafsa which worries me. I'm freaking out. If I don't get my financial aid, there will be no college for me. Not good. It's something I have to do....
I've had my share of problems here lately. I thought I messed everything up with one of my best friends. Luckily, I didn't which makes me so happy. Obviously I'm worth all the crap I put him through. Funny. I never thought that was possible. I'm so glad I have such an understanding person in my life and I definitely gotta work on being better at expressing how I feel and whatnot. I miss that boy so much though and I can't wait until I get to see him again :)
God. Church. I feel like I'm backsliding. I have had to work every sunday for the most part. I've been pre-occupied by so much though. It sucks. I gotta get back on track.
Tattoo. Yep, I want one and I'm seriously considering it soon. I just have to save my money. I'm pretty confident in what I want.
This was pointless, but I had nothing better to do.
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