I see everyone falling in love and my initial thought is something along the lines of "LUCKY". Then I realize that I'm so glad I don't have someone right now because I'm not emotionally stable enough to have anyone. I'm better off alone right now in my life because I can't even keep a friend at the moment. It hurts knowing you're not good enough for someone, but what can you do?
This one guy impacted my life alot over the past year. I don't know how he did it, but I can't seem to forget about him and it's driving me crazy. I just wish things would have played out differently, but I'm hoping we'll stay friends even though we don't get to see each other anymore. I think he's definitely worth the wait though. I don't plan on just pushing away every other guy, but he's definitely number one in my eyes. Too bad I can't talk to anyone about it.
I feel like my life is full of changes here pretty soon. I was hoping for some consistency for a while because my whole summer was full of change. But, I gotta get used to that. I'll see where God takes me and who will impact my life from here.
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