A Week Full Of Changes.

This week has been one continuous change. I was terrified, but I'm actually seeing it as a good thing. I've learned once again to not trust people you don't really know. I've learned that people I thought I knew are just two faced liars. It's funny how easily I'm able to read people. They can go on living their lies but it'll catch up to them. All I can do is pray for them though.

BCM has been a blessing to me already. Knowing it's possible for me to go on mission trips now makes me so happy and I feel like I'm making so many new friends :) RUF is still the biggest reason for me to be here at Tech and I love having 2 ministries to go to on campus now.

I'm learning to accept things for how they are. I won't lie. The idea of my dad marrying a woman 6 years older than me wasn't a good thing. But I'm getting over it and who am I to stop love or whatever it is. Plus, I've had my own share of age differences and a few people know about that. No, I never dated the guy but I would have in a minute. He'll always have a special place in my heart. No matter what anyone says, it wasn't a mistake being friends with him. I just wish we could fix things..... oh wishful thinking....

Guys: where to start. I liked someone, it didn't work out, but I refuse to let it bother me. Because as Katy Perry so awesomely said " Comparisons are easily done, once you've had a taste of perfection." I've met two wonderful guys who were perfect for me in every way. And I know that if i never get a chance with one of them, that a guy just as great as them will come into my life :) I'm not gonna worry about it anymore. Because all that's left right now are guys not worth my time. And I wanna live for me right now. If that guy comes into my life, I'll welcome it with open arms but I'm just fine without someone right now.


Overall, my life is pretty great. I'm still moving on from things which is going to take some time, but I know with God's help that I can do it. But for now, I need some sleep. I plan to write more later in the week :)