You Don't Know Me.

Just because I come from a small town doesn't mean I'm some stupid hick. I have more intelligence than most people I know. But the people in my town are some of the most loving people you'll meet. Who cares if they say "ya'll" or whatever else. It's them and if you got a problem with it, then you got a problem with me too. Because let's face it, I'm from that small town. And I'm proud of where I came from.

Also, just because my family has been crazy doesn't mean they're not good people. Yeah, so my dad drinks. Big deal. A lot of people do that. Just because he had problems with it at one time doesn't make him a horrible father. He's a better dad than I could ever have asked for and I love him for his talents and his faults. So get over it. He's a wonderful man and so many people look up to him. My mom has had her problems but she's always taken care of us. She's a good mom.

I've come to the conclusion that I don't want a guy right now. Why? Because lately the guys I've had interest in either get girlfriends of move away. Not cool. So, why waste my time going after someone I'll never get? I'm not going to. It's whatever and I refuse to care. I'm not getting the bad end of the deal any longer. There's only one guy I need in my life and that's God.

I tried to be open to more people and that didn't go so well. I'd rather just stay alone and not socialize. Because honestly, 90% of what I have to say isn't important and the same goes for the things people tell me. So why waste the time? Maybe when I do hang out with people, I'll have more to say that'll be important. So for now, I'm alone. Which is OKAY with me. I don't need many friends....


I am SO SO SO past the point of being jealous of others' relationships. Because honestly, they probably won't last anyway and there's so much trouble. I'm happy I'm not caught in the middle of it. I think it's so funny how much effort people put into getting someone. I just give up. Which turned out to be the best thing when it came to most guys. I still regret doing that with a certain person, but oh well. I'm not giving up hope yet :) I bet you'd love to know who I was talking about.

Last, but not least.... Concerts/Shows. Whatever you want to call them. They are my LIFE! Just get that straight. Going to a show gives me more pleasure than anything in the world. I'm so happy when I'm there and I wouldn't trade that feeling for the world. I love getting to see people who changed my life with not only their lyrics, but with their love for their fans. You say it's a waste of money, I say it's love :)

I'm done rambling for right now. I need sleep.