I don't know why I feel the need to write this, but I do. I've been trying to let go of my past for a while now. I seem to hold onto things, no matter how much I want to let them go. I've been praying to God for a way to let them all go and I think he's finally given me an answer. The answer is myself. I have to really want to let go. I need to step out of my comfort zone, which is what my past is for me.
I need to face new things and go after what I want. I need to realize that I do deserve good things, even when I screw up time and time again. I find it crazy how people think I'm such an angel and that I'm such a great person. I feel like a bad person every day and I can't talk to anyone about it because they always just tell me that I'm a good person. But that's another story.
Back to my past: I'm ready to let go. I need to learn how to be content with my past because my future's looking pretty great and I want it to stay that way. Sure, bad things happen around me all the time, but I've been strong enough to overcome them all. I can do this.
I want this one good thing and I feel like it's in the direction I need to be going. I'm going to pray about it and it would be nice for you to do the same. Well, that's all I got. I'm sure they'll be another one of these things in the next few days.
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