I'm feeling alot better today. Don't get me wrong, I'm not excellent as you can tell from my previous posts. But I am doing alot better than I was before. I feel like I go through these days where I just want to pity myself and all the bad things wrong. I'm glad I got that out of my system though. I think having those few days where I pulled everything that was bothering me to the surface really helped. It usually does. It gives me a chance to deal with things head on. Which is what I need most of the time. I hate that I have to get to that point of feeling bad for myself or freaking out on the world.
The person that I feel sorry for the most is Shanna. She's listened to me complain about everything and anything. While she says she doesn't care, I know she really wants to just punch me in the face really hard. lol. I Get it. I think I finally started to annoy myself. But she did listen to me and she helped in the best way she could. Letting me vent to someone. I'm sure if i talk about how boring I am or how much I kinda like this new guy, she's going to scream lol. Which is why I'm trying to just stick to posting things on here. It's better that way.
I'm definitely gonna figure things out myself now. But for tonight, I don't have to worry about anything. Because I'm going to see Since Forever and Skyhook. I'm definitely excited :) I get one night of no stress and then it's back to college work and problem solving for me. Oh well, It's worth it :)
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