For the better part of the week, I've been trying to convince myself of something and it honestly isn't working. I guess I better start by telling you what I've been trying to convince myself of. I keep telling myself that I don't want a guy and that I'll be perfectly okay with never getting married. Of course, if you know me, you know that's a lie.
There's this guy now that is such a great guy. I haven't known him for long, but I'd love to get to know him better. Unfortunately, I don't have much time to do that. I definitely feel like he could be something great in my life, but I'm scared of screwing all that up which I do quite often. Being around this guy just feels different though. I can't explain it and I'm sure you don't care.
I had a pretty good weekend. I definitely had time to reflect on things and see that I shouldn't be so negative because it not only annoys people but it brings me down so much. I'm trying to be positive about everything.... but this guy thing isn't working. I don't even want someone right now and he shows up and totally changes the way I think..... It's driving me crazy..
Anyway,,, That's all I got. I think I'm going to sleep now :)
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