It's been one of those days where I've cried, laughed, gotten mad, and smiled. It's confusing but all I feel is hurt. For a while, I've been feeling completely alone. Say what you want, but even my family has pretty much forgotten about me. My friends only want me around when they have nothing better to do. I'm not a good friend at all.
I just want one person to like me just the way I am. I don't want to have to change for them. I want them to like me for me. Because I'm not going to change. And if that's what it takes for me to be loved, then I don't want it. I understand that I have God, but sometimes it just helps to have another person here. That's something I'm missing and have been for a while.
Right now, I want to pack a bag and just leave. I don't want to be here anymore. I want out of here and I don't want to ever look back. That's sad, isn't it? I'm ready to just leave everything behind. I need to escape.
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