I write these because I feel like it's the only way I can talk about these things. I'm not forcing you to read them so it's your choice to read about my boring life.
I've never really had it happen like this before. It's never been so easy to convince myself to just let it happen and not run away. Is it because I really want this? Is is because it's supposed to work out? I have no idea, but it really scares me. After so many downfalls in my life, it's hard for me to think something could actually work out. In all honesty, it's hard for me to think that I actually want something that is a part of God's plan for me. It seems time after time I'm going the wrong way in his plan. This just feels right.
Could I actually admit that to anyone? No, obviously not if I'm having to write a blog about it. And I know people would think of me as crazy for thinking that. They probably think I'm crazy for thinking things are even going anywhere at all.
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