I've been extremely busy the past week. I got a job at Hardee's. Nothing fantastic, but it's a job and money. I've made a few friends there too which is awesome. It's keeping my mind off the craziness that's surrounding me at the moment.
Pa's doing alot better than he was which is a wonderful thing. Seeing him so sick just wasn't something I wanted to see. As selfish as this sounds, I didn't want to be around him either. I couldn't lose him. Too much had went on the past 2 weeks and I was determined to keep a level head somehow and refused to believe he was dying.
Today was a good day for me. A really good day. I went to see Pa, went to work, had a long talk with a new friend, and totally made it to my goal of leaving HIM alone for a week. I shouldn't have text him, but I did anyway. All i said was "I miss you." I didn't expect a response. I got one though which made me very happy :)
I know it's going to take alot to get over things and try to be happy. I was happy today though. Which is a start. I just have to take it day by day. It hurts every day, but I'm not crying all the time anymore. It's getting a little better.
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