I work all the time. I don't have time to think about him. It's been nice. When I think about him, it consumes my every thought for hours. Everything reminds me of him. It's just... horrible.
I was hoping it would get easier for me. He's not around me anymore and he probably won't talk to me after he finally gets my Facebook message. I was a little too honest and that probably hurt things. He needed to know though. I had to tell him. I can't be good enough for him so I didn't have a choice. He might as well know everything and I don't expect him to ever talk to me again. It's going to be another Daniel thing, I'm sure. It hurts, but there's nothing I can do.
Now, I have two other problems. I don't really know what to do. I feel stuck and I have no way of getting out because everything I say or do leads me into a deeper hole. Life sucks at the moment.
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